I lost my boyfriend a month ago to suicide. He had shot himself. He texted me a pic of a gun, said I love you, and goodbye. He also sent me a song called The Greatest Love Story.I searched for 3 days for him and couldn't find him. A farmer called the police station and found his body in his Jeep.My world has fallen apart and I feel as of I can't go on. When he texted me goodbye my phone was dead. If it wasn't I could've talked him out of it. He wanted to be with me that day but I had stuff goin on. I keep blaming myself for it. His sister had a picture of him dead in his Jeep and showed it to me. It's a image I'll never be able to forget. I was so in love with him and I'll never be the same person again. My heart is shattered.