I lost my dad almost 2 years ago I have lived at home with both my parents all my life and am finding it hard to think why haven't I grieved when I love him so much and miss him like crazy. he passed away very suddenly just 10 mins after I got in from work 1 min he was fine talking normally next he collapsed in my arms and ended up being rushed to hospital where he passed away with a aorta aneursym. If anyone can help would be very grateful