There is a scripture that alarms me these days, "Without a vision, my people perish".
Since my life-partner, my husband, died, I haven't seen further than waking up this day and seeking Holy Spirit's Word of Life for it. All of my exciting future-visions, were totally wrapped up in our life as a couple. Retirement was only days away, foundations were laid, and maps (literally) were marked. Anticipation was at a peak....WE had a ministry, a calling, a mission, and a plan...together.
Does any one else wrestle with the understanding that God knew this was coming and He still has a plan....although in my sight,it is well-hidden? Frankly, I don't even have the confidence that this new plan could possibly be as perfectly fulfilling as the one my husband and I had embarked on.
Does anyone else have a testimony of a new vision AFTER .........?