Thank you for sharing your thoughts and feelings with us Laura. What a great picture of you and your dad! I know from personal experience that communication is key. Communication is key to recovery, so you're doing a great thing by sharing with us. Check out the chat room, other blog posts and the ones on the Home Page. We hope you find some Help for today and Hope for tomorrow.
Dont worry Laura what your going through is normal is a part of grieving. I lost someone special to me in December and i still fool my mind into thinking hes going to come back and tell me it was all a mistake. Grief could take us to our own world and sometimes nobody could get us out but ourselves.
Coming here is the first step into wanting to feel normal again. As you already know normal will never be the same because someone so special is no longer with us. Talking about your Dad will help release some pain and it doesn't mean you have to re-live the painful moments when you lost him. But remember the wonderful man he was.
Hi I just lost my dad the 16th of this year really it was fathers day night but he didn't die until after 12 midnight. I am having an extremely hard time with it. I thought it was unbearable that it was the anniversary of losing my mother the 26th of May only 2 years ago but now with my dad the pain is choking. I do everything to stay focused but cant. I now have I call them 2 death bags in my car because I cant part with them. Their contents unfortunately are the items bagged from the hospital when they originally went there. I thought I was just coming to terms with my mom and now my dad. My dads passing was a shock and to say the least should not have happened. The waves of grief that come are horrific but I feel no one has the right to tell someone to get over it
me 2 my dad died in 2012 i cant even vist any 1 in hosptal i cant coz it givs me hevie cheveies thm plases thy do i still expecy my dad 2 play pranks on us i no i kissed him gdby in funrell hom i did it still dont feal real i get angry at god at momnet i do wish i dont mean 2 i just do
sorry if im sayng wong stuff if i am im just not in grt hed it momnt im not