I lost my 34 yr old fiancé to a heart attack two weeks ago. I feel like I can't go on and everything reminds me of him. I'm finding if I keep myself busy with talking to others that my mind doesn't wander.
Permalink Reply by Lily on October 24, 2017 at 2:32pm
I lost my fiance June 19, he was 42. I feel like an empty shell of a person going through the mundain rituals of life. Work, sleep, eat. At first I couldnt eat al all and now I'm so depressed that I just can't stop eating. Im miserable emotionally, physically, and every other way possible. I feel like my whole universe just shattered and everything got torn away from me. My future, my plans, my love, my heart, my everything.