Help for today & Hope for tomorrow

In May, my husband of 16 years passed away. It was very unexpected. I feel like I'm cursed. Or like I have personally offended God maybe. My dad passed away last February(2016). Later that year, I tried to fix my life. I had to separate from my husband so I could get sober. He didn't. He kept using. But I got clean, got my dream job and was doing good. I was happy. Then EVERYTHING fell apart. I lost my job. My husband died. I got in stupid legal trouble. Now I just found out I'm sick. With something pretty serious. WTF??? I don't understand. I'm still sober... I'm blessed to be sober. I really am grateful for that, but everything else.... How much can I handle?

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That is alot to go through in a life time. You seem to be a extremly strong person. Sometimes it seems like life is a never ending cycle of darkness. I hope the light is shinning on you. 

Tiffany I am so sorry about your loss. I lost my husband 5 years ago and it was very hard. He died unexpectedly. Grief is never easy. I had to take each day at a time and surround myself with positive living people. I want you to know your not alone. If you need me I'm here. Take care.

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