Lost my husband

[Lyndy ODonnell]

Lost my husband to cancer. I'm so unhappy, and the trauma we went through still haunts me.

[AniLo]

It's been the weekend since you wrote, and I have hoped that your heart and mind found some peace.  Reaching out to others when nobody really 'gets it' is going to be really hard for awhile.  For me, I felt like an empty shell with a dark cloud hanging over it.  Besides, my nature has never been to socialize; just my husband and I were plenty of company for me.

Should your walls begin to close in on you, I can only relate from experience that prayer was and is the only place I find understanding and peace.  Eventually, that relationship with God, the Father began to take away the crushing pain that grief set on me.

If you want to, tell me about your husband.  Are you able to entertain memories as of yet, or are they still too painful?  Either way, I remain open.

AniLo

Dee said:

Thank you for your words.  I do not feel like Im being judge nor do I feel like Im in any rush to heal soon.  I just feel lonely.  I don't and am not looking to find a relationship nor another man to love.  All I want is to have friends that I can talk to and even go out with that understands what I am going through and perhaps going through the same that we can relate to and be there for each other.  Both man and woman doesn't matter to me.  Coming home and not having someone to share a meal or watch a movie when my daughter is a sleep or at grandmas is lonely.  My coupled friends are a bit distant and have their own lives and it's understandable.  I do keep myself busy and have things to do but it's those quiet days and nights that hurt so much.  

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