GriefHope

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Yes ,I lost my mom 1 month ago,She was 59 ,and died from COPD ,which is a horrible way to go.She lived 8 hours from me ,but we spoke everyday,until she couldn't speak any longer.I was supposed to visit her March 25th,but I decided to go sooner ,and i'm so glad I did because she died on march 19th 2016.Two weeks ago,i went to her funeral.I'm grieving so badly,that sometimes I think she is going to call me or show up and I feel like i'm going crazy.I know in my mind ,it won't happen ,but i'm desperate to see her.I cry everyday,and I seem to be getting really angry,because I want her back ,and there is nothing I can say or do,i'm helpless.This is the worst thing that has ever happened to me,and I don't know how to feel better.I have a table in my living room,set up for her,her pictures,candles ,and most importantly her urn.Thank you for reading my story,It seems to help me feel a tiny bit better to talk about about it,especially too people who know what i'm going through

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Hi Keri 

Sorry to read about your Mom, it seems you have a special connection with her. Its  a good idea to seek help have someone listen, talk too, so many emotions could drive us crazy. If possible seek an in person grief group that will be great help. Keeping a diary will also help putting your emotions in writing could help heal. Its a nice memorial that you keep a special table for her you could also plan other activities in her memory. Its not an easy road and before it gets better it will get worse so please hold on and trust in your faith. 

I understand the pain your going through, I lost my mom in Jan to lung cancer. She lived so far from me. I sleep on her pillow every night cause I know it's where she lied nd took her last breath. I wish I could say it gets easier but it doesn't feel like it. I lost my dad in August. Hadn't seen him in 14 years he got on drugs really bad. And may is always hard for me. My sisters birthday may 23 she would have been 33 this year. She died in my lap when I was 7 years old and she was 6 in a shooting that took place in our car. She has been gone 26 years and I miss her more than words could ever say. It's like I'm standing still and time is just passing me by.

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