Yes ,I lost my mom 1 month ago,She was 59 ,and died from COPD ,which is a horrible way to go.She lived 8 hours from me ,but we spoke everyday,until she couldn't speak any longer.I was supposed to visit her March 25th,but I decided to go sooner ,and i'm so glad I did because she died on march 19th 2016.Two weeks ago,i went to her funeral.I'm grieving so badly,that sometimes I think she is going to call me or show up and I feel like i'm going crazy.I know in my mind ,it won't happen ,but i'm desperate to see her.I cry everyday,and I seem to be getting really angry,because I want her back ,and there is nothing I can say or do,i'm helpless.This is the worst thing that has ever happened to me,and I don't know how to feel better.I have a table in my living room,set up for her,her pictures,candles ,and most importantly her urn.Thank you for reading my story,It seems to help me feel a tiny bit better to talk about about it,especially too people who know what i'm going through
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Hi Keri
Sorry to read about your Mom, it seems you have a special connection with her. Its a good idea to seek help have someone listen, talk too, so many emotions could drive us crazy. If possible seek an in person grief group that will be great help. Keeping a diary will also help putting your emotions in writing could help heal. Its a nice memorial that you keep a special table for her you could also plan other activities in her memory. Its not an easy road and before it gets better it will get worse so please hold on and trust in your faith.
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