My son was killed and I have ptsd - GriefHope2024-03-28T18:49:56Zhttp://griefhope.ning.com/forum/topics/my-son-was-killed-and-i-have-ptsd?xg_source=activity&feed=yes&xn_auth=noI feel your pain I have PTSD…tag:griefhope.ning.com,2020-02-13:6407267:Comment:1822152020-02-13T19:45:43.465ZAlbertahttp://griefhope.ning.com/profile/Alberta
I feel your pain I have PTSD also.I hate the nightmares!
I feel your pain I have PTSD also.I hate the nightmares! Hi Marge,I know the emotions…tag:griefhope.ning.com,2020-01-24:6407267:Comment:1818502020-01-24T14:07:36.779ZRegina Diana Reedhttp://griefhope.ning.com/profile/ReginaDianaReed
<p>Hi Marge,I know the emotions you are feeling ,and the helplessness within you . I lost my son in 2016 and I still feel like it just happened. I felt all alone and so guilty because I couldnt save my child. I guess these are all normal emotions or so everyone says so, but sometimes it is too much to bare and keep moving forward. If you have time I left a leeter to my son on my page if youd care to read it. I started writing him letters just so I could deal with all the emotions that stay…</p>
<p>Hi Marge,I know the emotions you are feeling ,and the helplessness within you . I lost my son in 2016 and I still feel like it just happened. I felt all alone and so guilty because I couldnt save my child. I guess these are all normal emotions or so everyone says so, but sometimes it is too much to bare and keep moving forward. If you have time I left a leeter to my son on my page if youd care to read it. I started writing him letters just so I could deal with all the emotions that stay inside me all the time. I wish I could of found help and support when he first passed, but yet I dont know if I would of excepted it at the time. Ill be in here off and on if you want to chat sometime. Ill think of you as I go about my day. take care and try to make it through each moment. I hope you find the comfort and understanding you are searching for . I know all of us here are doing the same thing my friend... gina:))</p>
<p></p> Hello Kristy,
I'm Marge. I to…tag:griefhope.ning.com,2020-01-24:6407267:Comment:1818472020-01-24T12:58:24.398Zmarjorie mulikhttp://griefhope.ning.com/profile/marjoriemulik
<p>Hello Kristy,</p>
<p>I'm Marge. I too lost my son in 2014. I too have ptsd. I understand the black hole as I call it. R u in therapy? I did go to a grief group through my church for a few wks. I did get a little bit out of it. I still fall apart mostly at any given moment. I can not speak his name without crying. I feel guilty because I try not to think about him. If I do I go right back to a major break down. What can I do to help you. If u need to just talk I'm here.</p>
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<p>Hello Kristy,</p>
<p>I'm Marge. I too lost my son in 2014. I too have ptsd. I understand the black hole as I call it. R u in therapy? I did go to a grief group through my church for a few wks. I did get a little bit out of it. I still fall apart mostly at any given moment. I can not speak his name without crying. I feel guilty because I try not to think about him. If I do I go right back to a major break down. What can I do to help you. If u need to just talk I'm here.</p>
<p>ur important to me..I get it..</p>
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<p>Marge</p> Your not alone I lost my 5mon…tag:griefhope.ning.com,2019-12-10:6407267:Comment:1809652019-12-10T03:54:21.887Zrobin Richmanhttp://griefhope.ning.com/profile/robinRichman
Your not alone I lost my 5month old almost 5years ago now and I have PTSD as well it's not easy to bury your child
Your not alone I lost my 5month old almost 5years ago now and I have PTSD as well it's not easy to bury your child Margie
My son was killed, in…tag:griefhope.ning.com,2019-11-29:6407267:Comment:1807312019-11-29T00:47:45.292ZMargiehttp://griefhope.ning.com/profile/Margie923
Margie<br />
My son was killed, in 2018. I miss him every day. Never got to say a last I love you, or good bye. My heart continues to hurt day after day. I cry for songs, thoughts, church. It is so hard to continue to exist in this location.<br />
If I could, would like to move out of this state. This grief stays with us, our memory fades a little at a time.<br />
With much prayer and lots of time<br />
We can all live though this hurt.<br />
Praying for all who have lost a love one. A mom
Margie<br />
My son was killed, in 2018. I miss him every day. Never got to say a last I love you, or good bye. My heart continues to hurt day after day. I cry for songs, thoughts, church. It is so hard to continue to exist in this location.<br />
If I could, would like to move out of this state. This grief stays with us, our memory fades a little at a time.<br />
With much prayer and lots of time<br />
We can all live though this hurt.<br />
Praying for all who have lost a love one. A mom I to was like that for a year…tag:griefhope.ning.com,2019-03-16:6407267:Comment:1062022019-03-16T22:11:49.210ZElaine http://griefhope.ning.com/profile/Elaine474
I to was like that for a year I was knumb and in shock to its been 3years since I lost my daughter I struggle every day I work 2days a week just to get out the house I to have anxiety I struggle with it but I force myself to carry on I came in here 2years ago and I have came back again I just needed some one to talk to that knows how am feeling thankyou for taking the time to read this x
I to was like that for a year I was knumb and in shock to its been 3years since I lost my daughter I struggle every day I work 2days a week just to get out the house I to have anxiety I struggle with it but I force myself to carry on I came in here 2years ago and I have came back again I just needed some one to talk to that knows how am feeling thankyou for taking the time to read this x Hi Kristy. my name is diane.…tag:griefhope.ning.com,2019-02-12:6407267:Comment:882722019-02-12T00:29:38.876ZRegina Diana Reedhttp://griefhope.ning.com/profile/ReginaDianaReed
<p>Hi Kristy. my name is diane. I feel your pain aas I lost my only son too.I had alot of anxiety myself when he passed , kept waiting for my turn. I was in such darkness, and it felt like I was in a whirlwind constantly. I too had depression, thats why I joined here 3 years ago.There hasnt been alot of help here lately, but I keep coming back for support. I know friends mean well, but unless you ve lost a child , no matter their age they cant unerstand what you are going through, sorry for…</p>
<p>Hi Kristy. my name is diane. I feel your pain aas I lost my only son too.I had alot of anxiety myself when he passed , kept waiting for my turn. I was in such darkness, and it felt like I was in a whirlwind constantly. I too had depression, thats why I joined here 3 years ago.There hasnt been alot of help here lately, but I keep coming back for support. I know friends mean well, but unless you ve lost a child , no matter their age they cant unerstand what you are going through, sorry for the typos, I guess it is hard to type with tears falling. If you want someone to talk to who knows what you are feeling I am here. It does help us to talk , and then we dont feel quite as alone. I wish you strength, faith and many prayers to you. Keep looking forward and cry when you need to.Grief seems to overcome you andconsume you if you let it. I walked around for one year after my son passed, in numbness and dont really remember getting through each day, but somehow by the grace of God I did,take care my friend...diane.</p>
<p></p> My son was killed on his moto…tag:griefhope.ning.com,2019-01-17:6407267:Comment:721982019-01-17T20:43:12.411ZCheriehttp://griefhope.ning.com/profile/Cherie550
My son was killed on his motorcycle July 13. 2 months before his 22 birthday. He was in his prime, I am completely broken. Always will be. 2 min from home someone couldn't be bothered to stop at a stop sign.
My son was killed on his motorcycle July 13. 2 months before his 22 birthday. He was in his prime, I am completely broken. Always will be. 2 min from home someone couldn't be bothered to stop at a stop sign. Hi Kristy, I too have lost my…tag:griefhope.ning.com,2018-11-21:6407267:Comment:709022018-11-21T18:49:41.283ZJeannette Kameenuihttp://griefhope.ning.com/profile/JeannetteKameenui
Hi Kristy, I too have lost my son, my baby boy, he turned 20 on July 16,2018, he had never been sick and this was his first and last time being in a hospital, we had 20 days with him in ICU, I am lucky to have been there when he took his last breath and although your son's death has changed your life forever I am glad for you and for him that you were with him. Like you, it is a slow torture that I endure EVERY single day and my life will NEVER be the same. From one mother to another, I am here…
Hi Kristy, I too have lost my son, my baby boy, he turned 20 on July 16,2018, he had never been sick and this was his first and last time being in a hospital, we had 20 days with him in ICU, I am lucky to have been there when he took his last breath and although your son's death has changed your life forever I am glad for you and for him that you were with him. Like you, it is a slow torture that I endure EVERY single day and my life will NEVER be the same. From one mother to another, I am here if you need to talk, I'll listen.... My 10 month old daught was su…tag:griefhope.ning.com,2018-11-14:6407267:Comment:706352018-11-14T09:17:33.024ZEhttp://griefhope.ning.com/profile/E
My 10 month old daught was suffocated to death by my ex fiance's new bf while ahe was pregnant with his child and i droped off the day before happy and healthy, im so sorry for your loss and i understand the nightmares i live them every day
My 10 month old daught was suffocated to death by my ex fiance's new bf while ahe was pregnant with his child and i droped off the day before happy and healthy, im so sorry for your loss and i understand the nightmares i live them every day