Hi Angela I know exactly how you feel when i lost my wonderful boyfriend  I thought i wouldn't live to tell the tale. its been a bit more than a year since he has been gone. I cant say its been easy its the worse expierience of my life. Thankfully i matured in my grief I still cry and miss him I was able to get out of that painful tornado as i called it. I pray you find the same comfort. Sharing here with memebers helps . 

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