Hi Annie,

I am so sorry for your loss. I agree we don't see a lot of activity on this forum. I recently lost my husband to suicide. I am devastated and in the initial months, I felt like dying myself.

It seems as if my life is meaningless without him. He was always the center of everything I did. His death was so sudden and I found him, I was traumatized and had panic attacks for one month following his death. I saw counselors for two months and started anti-anxiety pills.

Believe me, grieving is a very stressful and exhausting process. There is no shortcut and everyone experiences it differently. You just stay put and take every day as it comes to you.

Hello .

I am Mrs. Anna Kokou, an aging widow suffering from long time illness (Esophageal Cancer). I have some important information (charity proposal) for you, May God continue to bless you, Please reply (annakokou89@gmail.com) for more details.

your sister in the Lord,
Mrs. Anna Kokou.