It's been 19 days since you last looked at me. It's been 19 days since you spoke to me. 19 days. It feels like yesterday but nope I counted it's been 19days since I lost you. You told me it would be 3 and a half months but it was only 19 days. 21 days is how long you got and 19 days ago you left. I hate this. I just want to talk to you and to see you and to hear your voice again. Every time I go to dads I think about you. It makes me sad. I feel like shit for feeling like shit. I'm tired of… Continue