I lost the man who raised me for almost all of my life not even 2 weeks ago. He was killed in a horrible wreck not even a mile from home. My heart is physically in so much pain I can hardly breathe sometimes. I don't know what to do. So many things are uncertain. So many of my questions are unanswered. I can't talk to my husband, he doesn't understand. I can't let my kids see me fall apart. I'm supposed to be the strong one in our family. What an I supposed to do? I'm tired of hearing,"I'm so… Continue