The words my voice failed to say,

are the words my mind wished to scream.

As you laid on the bed, your eyes fully closed.

Your breathing slowly coming to an end.

The words seemed to have gotten stuck in my throat.

I wanted to beg you to stay,

I wasn't ready for you to leave.

I know you were in a lot of pain,

but a selfish part of me wanted to stay with me.

I didn't want our time together to come to an…

Tick tock goes the clock

I only wish it would stop.

It's ticking, signifies that time hasn't stopped.

Though my world has come crashing down,

the clock still tocks.

I wish I could turn back the time,

and shared one more hug.

As the clock continues to tick forward,

my mind begins to reel backwards.

To the fun times we shared,

to the moments we fought.

As the clock still counts forward, 

my mind counts…

Life has never been so hard,

and the pain has never hurt so much.

The years I spent with you went by so fast,

while the days I'm spending alone are going by so slow.

My life is an empty shell, 

I don't know how to escape this hell.

I miss you with all my heart...

I will never forget the times we spent,

laughing, crying, fighting.

Those are the times that replay in my mind,

I just wish I had more…

Once I looked into your beautiful eyes,

and thought the world was full of life.

But that was all just lies,

because your beautiful eyes no longer stare into mine.

This beautiful world once held so much color,

but the colors seemed to have washed away.

And the world around me is dark and grey.

I only wish to see the color through those

beautiful eyes again. 

To see a world in which I once loved,

and a place…