"I don't think it ever truly goes away. It is not natural for a mother to live longer than her child. We are suppose to be the ones leaving them behind. And your right, it is like a rollercoaster, you are going along just…"
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My little girl died nearly 6 years ago she was 1 1/2 she was the perfect most gorgeous diamond in my life.
When she died it left me weak and empty I’ve tried so hard getting on with my life and feel astho ive come so so far I have a new partner a step daughter and my own little girl of 2 ! I have everything I’ve always prayed for but always a huge gap in my heart my heart will never connect back together I try my hardest to get through my days for my family just feels like I’m never happy !
These blips that come when I’m the most in sociable person going I blank everyone out and focus on my family in the day but cry at night it feels like that pain of the afternoon my little girl died I cry and I cry this rolacoster comes and goes but it’s taking over my life !
I know my little girl would want me to be happy I know that but how can I be when she’s gone gone! I struggle so so bad with grief and anxiety it’s hell, medication did help but you feel you cerment the cracks they break again ! Nothing will change can’t bring her back just feel so lonely even tho I have the best support from my partner he works away and no’s when the blips come but how can he help does he feel my pain does anyone ???
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