I am basically on here to try and see how other people deal with loss as I am doing really badly and constantly feel like I have horrible thoughts running through my head. My gran and granddad were 85 and 87 and they passed away within 6 weeks of each other. It feels so weird typing all of this because I have hardly spoken to anyone close to me about how I am coping.



My granddad was admitted to hospital with a blood clot in his brain after falling but hadn't mentioned to anyone…