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My fiance passed away on June 19, 2017. He battled alcoholism and depression and apparently an adderall addiction that he hid from me as well...we were about to move to get a fresh start on OUR LIFE that we were to begin together, just him and I. I was determined to stick by him no matter what and we would work on getting hom the help he needed. We had chosen Ohio because he had lived there before and I had lots of relatives there, only he had to go up a few weeks before I could because I had to tie up all the loose ends back here in Florida like clear out my apartment, give my notice for breaking my lease, packing everything and was going to join him on June 24, 2017 for us to BEGIN the rest of our lives together. There were ups and downs but the love, commitment, dedication and faithfulness we had for each other was immeasurable. We never got the chance... My last conversation with him was June 19, just five days before I was to join him. I NEVER EVER imagined life without him for a single solitary second, and I just don't know how to live now... because living without him, is NOT LIVING. My body is still alive but my soul and spirit died with him. This pain is far more than I can bear.