He is truly my other half, my soulmate & without him I am not whole. I will love you for eternity Patrick James Coyle, even though we never got our chance to walk down the aisle. You are forever a part of me! I❤️U
"I lost my fiance June 19, he was 42. I feel like an empty shell of a person going through the mundain rituals of life. Work, sleep, eat. At first I couldnt eat al all and now I'm so depressed that I just can't stop eating. Im miserable…"
"I can completely relate. My fiance overdosed, and I will never know if it was intentional or accidental. He struggled with alcohol and adderall addiction. We were moving away to get away from everything and everyone to give him a better chance to…"
"Its been 4 months since I lost my fiance, and everyone says it gets easier, but like you Kelly, I feel like it just gets harder.... I also ask God why, but I remember that only in Him is there hope to ever see my one true love again. And one day,…"
"I lost my fiance. I also feel completely responsible. We were moving to a different state to start fresh and get married and be alone, just the two of us. He got a job first, I had to stay behind to tie loose ends up. He begged me over and over not…"
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My fiance passed away on June 19, 2017. He battled alcoholism and depression and apparently an adderall addiction that he hid from me as well...we were about to move to get a fresh start on OUR LIFE that we were to begin together, just him and I. I was determined to stick by him no matter what and we would work on getting hom the help he needed. We had chosen Ohio because he had lived there before and I had lots of relatives there, only he had to go up a few weeks before I could because I had to tie up all the loose ends back here in Florida like clear out my apartment, give my notice for breaking my lease, packing everything and was going to join him on June 24, 2017 for us to BEGIN the rest of our lives together. There were ups and downs but the love, commitment, dedication and faithfulness we had for each other was immeasurable. We never got the chance... My last conversation with him was June 19, just five days before I was to join him. I NEVER EVER imagined life without him for a single solitary second, and I just don't know how to live now... because living without him, is NOT LIVING. My body is still alive but my soul and spirit died with him. This pain is far more than I can bear.