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THE LOVE OF MY LIFE

Posted on August 7, 2014 at 7:05pm 2 Comments 3 Likes

ITS BEEN 18 MONTHS SINCE MY SWEET ANGEL PASSED AWAY I CRY EVERYDAY AND CANNOT STOP CRYING I JUST YEANR SO MUCH TO BE WITH HIM HE WAS AND IS MY ENTIRE WORLD I CANNOT SEEM TO KEEP GOING I GO TO COUNSELING I READ ON GRIEF I FEEL SO VERY LOST AND I FEEL THIS WORLD IS A PLACE I DONNOT WANT TO BE YOU NEED TO UNDERSTNAD BILL WAS EVERYGHING TO ME WE DIDI EVERTHING TOGETHER HE WORTE ME POETRY AND CARDS HE HELD MY HANDS EVERYDAY AND HE HELD MY HEART IN HIS WE WERE TWO PEOPLE THAT SHARED THE…

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FROM MY LITTEL SHIH TZU EYES

Posted on June 4, 2014 at 3:10pm 0 Comments 0 Likes

AFTER MY SWEET ANGEL PASSED AWAY I REMEMBER SITTING IN THE DEN AND CRYING AND ALL OF A SUDDEN MY LITTL SHIH TZU STARRED UP AT THE CEILING AND WAS RUNNING BACK AND FORTH AS IF CHASING SOMETHING IN THE CEILING I WAS SO TAKEN BY THAT THE LITTL SHIH TZU JUST KEPT STARIING AT THE CEILING AND RUNNING BACK AND FORTH AS IF CHASING SOMETRHING HE SAW

I KNOW WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL IT WAS MY SWEET ANGEL BILL SPIRIT THAT HE SAW I HAVE HAD MANY OF THESES EXPERENCES SINCE MY SWEET BILL PASSED…

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INTERVENTION

Posted on June 4, 2014 at 11:39am 0 Comments 1 Like

HI I WENT TO CHURCH ON SUNDAY HAVENOT BEEN IN CHURCH FOR A WHILE I PUT MY PURSE ON THE PEW BENCH AND SAW NOTHING ON THE BENCH AS I PUT MY PURSE DOWN THEN WHEN THE TIME CAME FOR AN OFFERING I PICKED UP MY PURSE TO GET THE MONEY AND BEHOLD ON THE BENCH WAS 5 FISH CRACKERS THEY WERE NOT THERE BEFORE THE INTERVENTION WAS THOSE ARE THE ONLY CRACKERS MY SWEET BILL WOULD EAT

miracle of a butterfly

Posted on June 2, 2014 at 8:03pm 1 Comment 0 Likes

yesterday I was working in my yard and I hd the garage door open and as I stood in the garage this deep purple

butterfly was circling all around me 4 times it circled around my body 4 times and then it wnet and sat right next to my foot and its wings were fluttering back and forth I bend down and it still just sat there as if looking at me I wanted to share I believe it was a sign form my sweet angel Bill

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At 10:49am on December 21, 2013, Judy Davidson said…: Welcome to Grief Hope Network, Heidi!

Please let us know how we can help. Add your picture to your profile and feel free to share pictures of your loved one, so we can get to know you better. Connect with other members in the chat room, read blog post articles and check out the Amazon store for books and songs that have helped other members.

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Warm wishes filled with peace, hope and joy,

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At 6:04pm on February 28, 2014, maryellenmcquown said…: Heidi i saw you left again i understand that the computer is hard to understand and if we hurt your feelings we are so very sorry and i am sorry for your loss

At 7:13pm on April 3, 2014, Michele said…: Heidi,

I may have sent my response to you the wrong way, so I don't know if you'll get it or not. Please let me know.

At 8:52pm on June 25, 2014, Lulu said…: Hi Heidi !

Thank you for your sweet comment about my poem I really appreciate it.

At 4:17am on July 21, 2014, mary said…: Hi Heidi I see you responded to my comment in the chat room I do have to say I am not to familiar with computers. I do check the events but I must be reading them wrong. I do have to say to look to see how to comment to you I was reading some of your comments and I am so sorry for your loss. I hope we can meet in the chat room. The love of your life sounds like a wonderful man. To hear you talk about him puts a tear in my eye but you must know he must have felt that love. I hope those feelings of sadness can turn to just shear joy because Wow that would be a wonderful thing. I lost both my parents and although we have different kinds of losses we have to learn to cope I personally don't like to say move on. I know we have to but I have to believe that love we have will not continually bring us sadness (I pray for that)

At 3:11pm on October 23, 2014, Joyce sterling said…: Thanks for sharing Heidi, all I do is cry this week has been rough.

At 11:51am on November 17, 2014, Sue Kaleck said…: Hi heidi...hope you are having a better day today...this grieving thing...well....sucks

At 10:40am on February 16, 2015, heidi bermender said…: hi I NEED TO SHARE A WEEK BEFORE VALENTINES DAY I SMELL ROSES AROUND OUR BED