Hi everyone. I just wanted to share that todday was my sons bithday. Hes been gone for 3 years now, and I was dreading this day, but I made it through  okay, better than the last two years. I think it is because of all of you . You give me strenght and courage to face each day with grace . I thank you  for being my support system as I have no family left .  I love you all very much, and you seem like family. Ive reached out to many of you and you freely reached back to me. That says a lot…

this has been 3 years since my only child, my son has passed away. on the 27th will be his birthday. I cant tell you how after 3 years Im still just as lost and empty inside as the day he passed. I have had many people tell me to write him a letter but cant seem to do it without  a thousands of tears flowing down my cheeks.I know one day we will be together once again, but sometimes I wish it was already here. :)I keep trying to hold onto my faith, and not look back, but it is so very hard.…

this has been 3 years since my only child, my son has passed away. on the 27th will be his birthday. I cant tell you how after 3 years Im still just as lost and empty inside as the day he passed. I have had many people tell me to write him a letter but cant seem to do it without  a thousands of tears flowing down my cheeks.I know one day we will be together once again, but sometimes I wish it was already here. :)I keep trying to hold onto my faith, and not look back, but it is so very hard.…

hello everyone. It will be 3 years on the 26th of jan that  the Lord took my son to paridise. I stillhave this daily battle within myself. some days are tolerable and them most are unbearable. I still struggle to find that light , which is his spirit.I think when your child is taken so unexpectly and so quickly, you dont have a moment to say I love you, or good bye. or Im so proud of you . You just walk around in this universe feeling guilty and that you werent a good enough mother,.I am…

on June 29th 2003 my life changed forever my dad died from a heart attack, my mom had a really hard time with that she was alcoholic and it just was bad, move out had my first son at 20 and 2 years later a second son. they are my life. me and my mom fought alot over the years I learned to deal with and come around at the right time, I also had a brother is was about 6 1/2 years younger super close with my husband and boys. On March 6 2014 my committed suicide and my brother found her it was…

Its been 3 weeks. My son died on the morning of the 26th of October 2018, 5 months. I'm fed up with this feeling of loss. I can't stop blaming myself for having lost him. I woke up one morning and put him between my bed and the baby bay and went downstairs to sleep. I hadn't slept in many months, since the husband left the house and did not support me enough with the baby. I was left as a single mom and the job was very hard on me. I went downstairs for an hour to come back "re-energised"…

On October 14th 2012 Something happen that changed my life forever well changed my family life forever. For along time my brother battled with a long standing drug addiction being in and out of rehabs living from house to house she struggled to stay sober with everything he had to deal with.

He was one of those peoples you meet them one time and your life is changed forever he had a way with people that not a lot of people have I know that he wouldn't want me to be sad but you know…

On my kindergarten report card my teacher stated that I loved to "mother" the other students.  Being a mother was the best part of my life and still is, okay I really like being a grandmother as well.   My son was born when I was 17 years old, so in a way we grew up together.  He was such a wonderful loving little boy.  When I had my 2nd child, he told me she was also his baby.  He took such good care of her and was a loving brother with a special bond between them.  When he became an adult,…

Happy Memorial Day!

For those who have lost a loved one in the military, I hope this article is helpful to you:

https://whatsyourgrief.com/memorial-day/

BIG HUG!

Judy

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We lost you on a saturday morning 9 years ago and it still feels like it just happened. The only son I will ever have and i cant see your face and hold you anymore. My mind still replays to that day when everything seemed alright and then we noticed that you didnt act normal so we called 911 and suddenly your dad began CPR and in the blink of an eye you were gone. In our arms you stopped breathing and we were forced say the words YOU'RE DEAD. Worst day of my life…

It has been two year ago today that I lost my boys. Not a day goes by that I don't think about them. I just woke up today and couldn't quit crying. I keep going day by day putting one foot in front of the other but days like today I just can't move. Does it get any better or am I just deceiving myself.