A week ago tomorrow I lost the love of my life and the father of our almost 2yr old son. He had been walking in the middle of the night, apparently had fallen in the road and an oncoming car hit him. I'm not sure that this will ever get any easier and what do I say to my innocent child who asks me where's his da-da? Im trying not to replay questions in my head, what if i had called him that night?? What if i had just let him stay here for the night like he wanted?? But thats a hard thing to do!… Continue