Special Day!

The Earth and Moon came out to celebrate your special day no else could say the same. Looks like they also enjoy the hockey game, I look forward to chocolate cake.

Balloons decorate the universe, angels will sing a birthday verse, as soon as the game is over don't you curse! In our afterlife we are two damn happy cartoons exactly as…

Wounded Bird

I mourn you today as I did yesterday and will do tomorrow

I mourn each day with the sunrise as I open my eyes,

I feel emptiness in my heart like a sharp knife! Tears fill my life.

Not one day that I don’t cry since you been gone.

I thought by now I’d be dry inside ready to die.

Memories of you…

Your Eyes

What a beautiful view I had in November!

It was blue as the clear sky and tender.

Eye lashes as long as the sun…

May 12^th

Time flew and so did his memorial balloon, fifth month since Jeff been gone. I did a lot of thinking and a lot crying mostly wondering what the future holds for me. I do see a bit of progress it’s been two months since the body ache went away so I’m hopeful for a better future. All tho I still wake…

Jeff passed away two days after I wrote this poem it was the first of many to come. He was ill from the first day I met him, and he did a great job of hiding his pain from me. I think in his mind it was something that would eventually go away with time. The last weekend we spend together he was weak and I remember feeling darkness around me and complete sadness still the hints didn’t became available until after his death. The following weekend we had dinner plans with friends of mine. When…

April 12th marks the fourth month of the passing of the man I spend a brief time with. It was a wonderful relationship as new relationships usually are. Being with him even if it was a short time was wonderful. And his death turned my life upside down in ways I would have never imagined. All the beautiful emotions are left inside with no one to share them with. Felt as if I…