ITS BEEN 18 MONTHS SINCE MY SWEET ANGEL PASSED AWAY I CRY EVERYDAY AND CANNOT STOP CRYING  I JUST YEANR SO MUCH TO BE WITH HIM   HE WAS AND IS MY ENTIRE WORLD I CANNOT SEEM TO KEEP GOING I GO TO COUNSELING  I READ ON GRIEF I FEEL SO VERY LOST  AND I FEEL THIS WORLD IS A PLACE I DONNOT WANT TO BE  YOU NEED TO UNDERSTNAD BILL WAS EVERYGHING TO ME  WE DIDI EVERTHING TOGETHER HE WORTE ME POETRY AND CARDS HE HELD MY HANDS EVERYDAY  AND HE HELD MY HEART IN HIS WE WERE TWO PEOPLE THAT SHARED THE…

AFTER MY SWEET ANGEL PASSED AWAY I REMEMBER SITTING IN THE DEN AND CRYING AND ALL OF A SUDDEN MY LITTL SHIH TZU STARRED UP AT THE CEILING AND WAS RUNNING BACK AND FORTH AS IF CHASING SOMETHING IN THE CEILING  I WAS SO TAKEN BY THAT  THE LITTL SHIH TZU JUST KEPT STARIING AT THE CEILING AND RUNNING BACK AND FORTH AS IF CHASING SOMETRHING HE SAW

I KNOW WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL IT WAS MY SWEET ANGEL BILL SPIRIT  THAT HE SAW I HAVE HAD MANY OF THESES EXPERENCES SINCE MY SWEET BILL PASSED…

 HI I WENT TO CHURCH ON SUNDAY HAVENOT BEEN IN CHURCH FOR A WHILE I PUT MY PURSE ON THE PEW BENCH AND SAW NOTHING ON THE BENCH  AS I PUT MY PURSE DOWN THEN WHEN THE TIME CAME FOR AN OFFERING  I PICKED UP MY PURSE TO GET THE MONEY AND BEHOLD ON THE BENCH WAS 5 FISH CRACKERS  THEY WERE NOT THERE BEFORE   THE INTERVENTION  WAS THOSE ARE THE ONLY CRACKERS MY SWEET BILL WOULD EAT 

 yesterday  I was working in my yard and I hd the garage door open and as I stood in the garage this deep purple

butterfly was circling all around me 4 times it circled around my body 4 times and then it wnet and sat right next to my foot and its wings were fluttering back and forth I bend down and it still just sat there as if looking at me I wanted to share  I believe it was a sign form my sweet angel Bill

IAM STRUGGLING WITH THE PAIN OF GIREF ITS BEWEN 17 MONTHS SINCE MY SWEET ANGEL PASSED AWY

HE WAS MY SOULMATE MY LIFE MY WORLD  IT FEELS LIKE YESTERDAY TO ME  I REMEMBER LAYING IN BED WITH HIM HE WWAS BEDRIDDEN FROM ESPHAGAS CANCER  I HUGGED HIM TIGHT IN MY ARMS AND TOLD HIM I LOVE HIM DEEPLY AND THANKING HIM FOR EVERYTHING HE DID FOR ME  HE WAS SO VERY

PRECIOUS TO ME WE ALWASY HELD HANDS AND SAID THE SAME THING AT THE SAME TIME HE WROTE ME THE MOST BEWAUTUFL POEMS AND 300 CARDS…