not sure how these work. technophobe. i am feeling like evil person. my current husband lost wife in 3 months to cancer 2 1/2 yrs ago. we became involved quickly as he really pushed it foreard. …

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not sure how these work.  technophobe.  i am feeling like evil person.  my current husband lost wife in 3 months to cancer 2 1/2 yrs ago.  we became involved quickly as he really pushed it foreard.  knew there would be price to pay when man was trying to give his 44 yr old new interest his 63 yr old late wifes shoes for weeks.  hes a good person and i decided to invest what it took to move on together.  shoes went to womens shelter

 

two years later i am still hearing how she was stolen after 33 yrs of bliss........ on and on as if i am dumb blind numb consolation prize by his side.

 

xmas week was our first anniversary trip.  her ashes were to be distributed - long past due - at a ceremony with her out of state family.  i was to have room service bubble bath and trashy novel.  instead he demanded i come.  then i found a box in room and piucked up only to have him laugh it was late wife.  in hotel room we made love celebrating anniversary.  i respect he loved her for many years. 

i feel like a piece of nothing there to keep him company in her absence.  he could have waited/  i tried to postpone wedding.

 

why do people act like i am evil witch for running thin on tolerance for grief of man who pledged eternal love for me.