I lost my girlfriend in July I felt very close to her but very far away if u know what I mean her dad died very young so she went to foster parents who adopted her and her bro but it didn't wrk out t…

[hannah]

I lost my girlfriend in July I felt very close to her but very far away if u know what I mean her dad died very young so she went to foster parents who adopted her and her bro but it didn't wrk out there so she left when she was 16 and she stayed in some hostels we met at col then we lost contact and she got married and had kids they stayed 2gether for about 2yrs then they split then we re met up and she confessed to me she fancied me for ages so we became closer and eventually started having a relationship it was awesome for 6 months we had some much fun but when she started hanging with dodgy people she got evicted her neighbours weren't great and it didn't help her dodgy mates coming round but when we were 2gether she was like a different person with me we were so close I helped her loads k she didn't have a job but so many people Dnt the nite she died I was working but I saw her the Sunday and we had such a lovely day just chilling down the beach it feel like I'm never gonna be happy gain and part of my body is missing my life is so different I'm feel so alone and lost without her but the worst thing is I think it could of been prevented my god her funeral was tough it was so lovely though

[Rose gavi]

So sorry for your loss . I lost my husband and joined this forum to be with like minded people . I think it will help.when I am alone sometimes I feel tha pain of sadness . It helps to make an effort to be social . Being with people helps change your thinking and lifts ones spirit at least for a while .Reading helps if you are able sometimes it difficult to settle down and pick up a book .living a healthy lifestyle will keep you strong .drink plenty of water and avoid acid foods as the stomach produces acid caused by stress which causes stomach pain.