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on June 29th 2003 my life changed forever my dad died from a heart attack, my mom had a really hard time with that she was alcoholic and it just was bad, move out had my first son at 20 and 2 years l…

on June 29th 2003 my life changed forever my dad died from a heart attack, my mom had a really hard time with that she was alcoholic and it just was bad, move out had my first son at 20 and 2 years later a second son. they are my life. me and my mom fought alot over the years I learned to deal with and come around at the right time, I also had a brother is was about 6 1/2 years younger super close with my husband and boys. On March 6 2014 my committed suicide and my brother found her it was the after his birthday. I know that killed him and could never get over it. She was really sick and depressed and due to her health may not have lived alot longer. Still hurt alot, Well this one hit me the hardest still having a really hard time on Monday March 26th 2018 they found my bother dead. I knew it was drugs. and it was he dies from coke and fentanyl in it. I knew he had problem and tried to help him he did not want, about year before he died we had a huge fight it was bad. never spoke to since really, we had a few run it like on family holiday and a birthday party I was bitch to him and kills me everyday. that last time I ever saw him was thanksgiving 2017 I was talking with him but it just was not same. I would do anything just to talk to him again, He was only 28 I just don't understand why I had to go threw all this it not fair

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