Delayed Greif :'( </3 I miss him so much.

[Amanda]

I was with him for 3 years. Then he had a baby with my bestfriend and we stopped talking for a year. He died this January :'( I never stopped loving him and I can't say goodbye now. I didn't find out till a month later. And I didn't know how to react to it but past 3 days feel horrible. My heart literally hurts, I get this pain, it feels like a rock. It just so intense and it hurts so much. I dreamt about him last night. I dreamt it was a week before he died. And I told him, you're gonna die next week.he said. I know but it's just something that happens. He told me he had the weekend off work to hang out one last time but then I woke up.. it hurts so much. :'(

[Annie]

My Heart and Prayers go out to you friend. I went through similar thing but found through Google search engine of the Obituary just this past week. We were close for many years, but he was married and had hard time leaving the three kids with her. He Loved me a Lifetimes Worth. I'm so Sad. Happy Holidays

God Bless.

Annie (aka) Fanciface to Ian C. Gibson and he used to call me Fanciface. I write journals daily about us and helps express my feelings to him.

Hope to be friends on here. I have joined a few sites. That is his picture on my profile