My mom

[Monica Gomez]

Im fairly young for my age and it breaks my heart knowing my mother was taken from me at such a young age. While college is barely beginning and it seems my life is beginning to start, I often look for guidance of my mom, but shes not here physically. It's so hard to continue on when I only have my dad and my older siblings who don't understand how much a mother truly means to a girl. She was my best friend and now I seem lost on a daily basis. I want to ask for help with certain situations but it seems I just fail when it comes to that. I miss her dearly and I cannot believe she is really gone. I have more good days than bad days, but on those bad days I fall into a deep depression that I don't even know what to do. Everyone is talking about how they are going to miss their mothers cooking when they leave to college when I know that I'll never be able to taste her cooking again. I miss her laugh, her smile, her hugs. It seems it has been far too long before I have seen her face and I just simply miss my mother. Usually when I talk about my situation, every time I try to speak of her, pity comes out instead of being understood. It may be because I haven't really talked to anyone in my situation other than my siblings who have learned to cope with it. I miss her so much...

[Sad]

Monica, I am so sorry for the loss of your mom, I just spent the weekend with one of my daughters and she told me, Mom I can't imagine every losing you; it broke my heart.  Their dad was taken from them suddenly last summer,

your mom can never be replaced maybe look towards a very good fried of her's that knew her well, and keep in contact with the, a special Aunt, I don't know you, but I will always listen and sometimes it's easier to talk to people

you don't know.  I'm sure she is proud of you and watchs you,  still write to her in a journal and talk to her as I'm sure you do.  Thoughts and prayers sent to you.................Sad