Two (2) Years Without My Son.

[Ber M]

Two (2) years today. My (20) year old son shot. I am angry. I just don't enjoy this life without my son. I loss my marriage of 25 years the day our son died. I have no joy. My husband feels the same. I have one promise every night. I'll be in pain for the rest of my life.

[Judy Davidson]

Hi Ber,

Dear Ber M,

I am SO sorry for your loss.  I can only imagine how you are feeling.  I felt the same way as you did initially when my husband passed away 10 years ago.  I do know from firsthand experience, that communicaiton is key to grief recovery so you're doing a great thing by sharing your feelings.  Keep doing that and reach out to others here who are going through the same thing.  Read their posts and discussions in the Forum and try to connect in the Chat Room.  The Home Page has many helpful posts.  www.GriefShare.org is a wonderful organization as well.

I pray this site provides you with Help for Today & Hope for Tomorrow ...

Sincerely,

Judy

Founding member 

[Lulu]

Hi Ber we all understand what youre feeling we all here feel or felt the same way. I know its hard and the pain is always there its something we struggle with everyday . Please try to understand that your life is precious too, its very important and all though your son is gone try your best to live a healthy life dont lose hope on life and joy. Its difficult to find a new normal with out our loved one believe me i know. We must dig through as hard as we can because we matter too.

[dreammoon jo]

so sorry ber

for me dad died in 2012 death non stop self destuck non non stop drinking 2 num pain mxin g pain kilers 2 num pain i still can not num pain 

thn i statrt blaming god i do he/she is easy 2 get mad at 

iv bean on a few webs wish has bean grr

support groups wish is gor evry thng it is so on 

my lst loss in july got me so bitter mad at god u cud say i turnd in 2 a bad yob coz i feal lk slaping god grab hold of god scream why

do urealy hate me so mush 2 put me thru it or evry 1 else thru it i do

sorry if im sayng wong thngs or ranting 2 mush t

im not me any mre 

[KayLyn]

I lost and infant child on September 20th of 2011. It's been 3 1/2 years and I haven't been the same. I feel your pain and I know How bad it hurts.

[Ber M]

Thank everyone for reading my pain. I hate we are here. But, it is what it is.

[KayLyn]

Yes and We all are here to help each other through it. I just recently found this site to help me through the pain of my loss as Well.

[Ber M]

http://www.onlinegriefsupport.com

I go here everyday.