Life has never been so hard,

and the pain has never hurt so much.

The years I spent with you went by so fast,

while the days I'm spending alone are going by so…

The words my voice failed to say,

are the words my mind wished to scream.

As you laid on the bed, your eyes fully closed.

Your breathing slowly coming to an…

Tick tock goes the clock

I only wish it would stop.

It's ticking, signifies that time hasn't stopped.

Though my world has come crashing down,

the clock still…

The closer it gets to the one year anniversary of my husbands death the worse i get.....I have buried my grief many times over even pushed myself into a relationship months after he was gone…