it will get easier! just give it time. try not to rush tho you knew your Dad a lifet time of course its going to hurt. we need to cry and go through so many emotions but it will get better. for now remember his smile .
I lost my dad to colon cancer Jan 27. It's so hard hunny! I'm also lost and please inbox me if you ever need to talk I could use someone to talk to also who's going through the same thing as I am! Hope to hear from you.
I lost my dad to cancer in April. I cry myself to sleep regularly. I have to remind myself that the grief I carry comes from love, from a bond I share with my dad. It's really really hard, and I don't know if it gets any easier. Grief has no map.