So new to this my name is Karen lost husband two years ago after 33 years with him this is hard moving on. I was never scared about everything now I'm scared of all have opportunity for a new job bu…

[Karen]

So new to this my name is Karen lost husband two years ago after 33 years with him this is hard moving on.  I was never scared about everything now I'm scared of all have opportunity for a new job but the anxiety I have is crazy.  Even doing this is hard feel alone most of time thank god my son came back with his family have my grand babies to keep me going if didn't have them well I don't know. My life pretty much sucks miss my honey everyday people say it will get easier but not so sure about that. 

[Sandra Thomas]

Im new at this also.  I can relate.  I dreamed of him last night.  He was behind me and he put his arm around me and I leaned back into him.  God I miss him.  I hope you can get through the fear, and try the new job.  I also live with an intolerable amount of anxiety and fear.

[Tiffany]

I'm glad I read this post/reply. I lost my husband of 16 years in May. It's only been 5 months. I still dream about him every night (nightmare is a better word, he is angry and frustrated with me in almost every dream). I fake being okay for our 2 kids. I know this is hard on them. I need healing, closure, peace.

[Karen]

It's been three years not sure how to go on some days. so lonely not sure how to go on with my life any suggestions anyone please