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It's almost.been a year since my husband Craig has passed away....it still seems surreal to me at times....we had only veen together a yr before we had got married but he was everything to me. We founf out he had stage four stomach cancer 2wks after his 30birthday....we decided to get married 2 months later....yes I knew the outcome was not good but I have never loved anyone as I loved him he made me feel safe and at home no matter what. And I fought twice as hard to help him fight this battle did everything exhausted all options.....and then I was told to give up..and I couldn't I kep pushing for something more more time .....Dec 11 2014 I woke up to my husband's Iv bag beeping so I got up out of bed switched out his meds like I always had done....made sure he was okay kissed him and told him I loved him and laid back down with him.....2hrs later my son came in to wake me up to get him ready for school and my husband was dead...right there in our bed beside me.....I have pushed myself time and time again of I should of done more....I also have buried my pain many times over....started dating so much sooner than I should have because I dont want to be alone now...I have enclosed myself in a false reality that I can make my life normal again I can become me again....but with the anniversary of his death comibg around I realize I am not ok I will never be the same and I have no idea how to handle anything in my life right now....but I hust swallow hard and keep living this lie....

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Mark Ultra said:

I can understand you. I've lost my sister two years ago and now I'm suffered from gambling. I'm losing all my money.

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Mark Ultra said:

I can understand you. I've lost my sister two years ago and now I'm suffered from gambling. I'm losing all my money.

Salom, do'stim. Mana https://mosbetuz.com/uz havolasi. Bu o'zining ishonchli maqomini allaqachon isbotlagan juda yaxshi bukmekerlik kompaniyasi. Men sportga pul tikaman va hatto u erda faqat kazino o'ynayman. Bir necha hafta ichida men natijadan juda mamnunman, faqat boyroq.

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