I lost my mum 2 years ago its going to be 3 Years without her,I was only 17 when she left me without any Goodbye but the hardest oart is that she didnt even know me anymore ,she could not say any one last I love you not even a goodbye kiss from you mum.Now i am 19 years old it gets tougher as i dont have anyone whom i can share my fears,days that i want to be hugged and kissed ..I struggled in my own through college i had to force mysekf to grow up,taking care of myselfe and not having an active dad in your life..my scars and wound are still fresh.I often cry myself to sleep..Days i dont even feel like going in with my life..how does one get over it?do you ever get over it?If only i could have a one last wordp