The death of a parent

[mia]

On the 27th of December 2018, I lost my mother to cancer. She had had cancer for many years, almost 5, so I think we all felt like we were prepared for the end. But when she eventually passed away it felt like what was happening wasn't real and this wasn't my life. I think when you lose a parent, someone who has raised and nurtured you since literal birth, you feel completely despaired and numb. Being in the same house where they used to live, laugh, sing, cook and smile with all the memories of what once was just brings me sadness.  Now, part of me gets jealous when I see people with their mums laughing and smiling cause I know ill never have a relationship like that again. And really its too sad to describe and put into words, and its an injustice to my mum to try and describe her with overused words because she was so much more, but I think we have got to just keep on moving and learning to cope because its all we can do. Much love x 

[SimonSmith]

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[Betty Robinson]

I just lost my mom on January 7th of this year. I appreciate your words and honesty. This is exactly how it feels. Like instantly there is a crack in the earth and the world is never the same, feels and seems warped. I want to thank you for sharing. Wishing you days of peace and tranquility in your journey ahead.

[Carl]

I hope time has healed your pain. My wife passed last month after an extended illness over 20 years. We were married for 37 I felt I was prepared too but found I wasn’t at all. We shared our lives with one another and then one day it stops. Just like that. I need to keep moving, especially for my kids and grandkids. I pray you’ve been able to remember the good times and can talk with people about your Mom. As a parent it’s nice to know your kids love you. I’m sure your Mom loved you and is watching over you from Heaven. Carl

[ShawnJacobs]

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[Tam]

I am so sorry about the loss of your mom. I just lost my father 4 weeks ago to cancer. He was diagnosed and left us, all within 10 ml the. this pain you can’t put into words. I find myself having flashbacks of his terrifying journey. I agree though, I guess we have to find a certain way to “adjust” to this new chapter. We have to learn how to carry them everywhere we go, and know that they are with us every step of the way. Hang in there, if you ever want to chat, I’m here