I lost my brother in June. He was my best friend and all I had. Our lives revolves around each other and now I feel so lost. There is nothing to live for and no one to talk to about it. The sound of loneliness is deafening and I can’t stand it. I just want him here. I would do anything for a hug. It feels like no one will ever understand this pain. I don’t know how to be happy anymore. I’d do anything to hold him again.