Well, I have recently loss my husband of 36 yrs to a stroke,my world is shatter and my heart is so broken i will never feel anything again.He was the best husband anyone could of have,and a great father to our 3 children.I feel cheated and very overwhelm with doing things for myself, he was the person that i leaned on all the time,we was like two peas in a pod.he would leave for work and two minutes later send me a text saying i love you and miss you.we was high school sweet hearts.I am…