First Daughter Passed away had to deliver her stillborn still upset :(

[Zoe Hooper]

I woke up monday morning with bad stoumach pains, so i went to the ER to go and get checked out to see what exactly was going on.....they took me back and did blood work and everything and the results came back and said that i was pregnant. I was schocked at first and then i started to get used to the idea of having a baby and telling my wonderful boyfriend. But the pains started to get worse and workrse so they sent me up to ultrasound to see exactly what was going on inside of me and they took the pictures afterwards we *me and my mom* were waiting for the doctor to come and take a look at the pictures and i threw up water after that i was heading up to labor and delivery. My mom was with me the whole time....and a few mintues aftwerwards the doctor came in and gave us the bad news that my baby had passed away inside my tummy, I was completly caught off guard and schocked even more I think that me and my mom cried for about 35 mintues straight. Then we made all of the nesscary phone calls that we had to make and as soon as i saw that my boyfriend was in the room i felt so much better because i knew that we were going to get threw whatever happened togther...and at 1:32 am on tuesday i delivered a baby girl who i named Olivia Hooper-Sandfort and she was the most precious baby girl that i have ever seen in my life. but the thoughts that she was never going to wake up and see the world made me cry so much more and we got to spend some time with her and then we got the courage to let her go. 

Its been tough the past couple of days but I know that she is in a better place and that she is not alone up there in heaven because she has my boyfriends grandpa and my grandparents on my dads side there and my aunt and my old pets to keep her company and I know that someday we will see each other again. 

  Its just been really hard to talk about it to anyone and I know that my parents are being supportive and so is my boyfriend but to me it just seems really strange to be talking to another stranger about all of this even though i kknow that they can help me find peace and direct me on the right path of healing and getting past this event. 

If anyone has any ideas on how to get threw this please feel free to leave a comment below and thank you from both me and my boyfriend,

[Brittany]

Hello my name is Brittany I also delivered my baby girl Karisma at 22 weeks weighing 14oz and 11inches long lost her may 18 she lived for an hour its going to get better what I had to remember is that god doesn't make mistakes that they are any better place they don't have to suffer and live in the crazy we live in they were never meant to be here with us forever that you will see yourbaby a gain pray talk about it cry don't bottle your emotions as time goes by it gets easier never harder Jus's know that there right here in your heart

[Zoe Hooper]

Hello Brittney, I'm coping a lot better than I thought that I would do to be honest and I am sorry about your baby girl... but she's always in my heart and I think about her every single day no matter what I am doing. My boyfriend has been amazing about letting me talk and have him get what he is feeling deep down inside to because he is very stubborn when it comes to things like this. But she will always be my daughter no matter what.