My little girl passed away July 8th 2007, just 4 days before her 7th birthday. I feel like it's all my fault. She was hit by a car right in front of the hose. I was right there and whittnessed the whole thing. I am a registered nurse and had to provide care for her. She died at the hospital an hour later. I have been diagnosed with PTSD. Here lately I dream she is blaming me for her death and if it wasn't for me she would still be here. I feel like I am going crazy. I have no one to talk to. I am scared. I pray every night for God to bring me home so all this hurt will stop. I literally feel sick all the time. I am tired of my other three children seeing me this way. They don't deserve this. I don't live, or enjoy life. I just go through the motions everyday. Someone please help me please.
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