Hi. I lost my mother a year and and a half ago to cancer. She had stage 4 colon cancer and as it got worse she grew lung cancer. I was the one to take care of her a lot. I've seen so much for only being 12 when she left me. I've sat in a hospital room for many hours at night. I've prayed in a hospital more than I have in church My mom was told she only had 18 months to live. But was so strong she lived for 4 years. In those 4 years she did everything with me and my sister. Niagra falls, Disney, 2 cruises, family vacations to Maine and New Hampshire. My mom was my everything. I find myself crying a lot at night. I get very upset,sad,depressed,angry and so much more. My father is not a big help on my part. I have trouble talking to him All the time.... Me being a teenage girl with only a dad really sucks sometimes. I feel lonely at night. I cry for hours lacking sleep and having to get up so early the next morning to only deal with more unnecessary stuff in school. the kids,the work, the teachers. It all sickens me. If anyone has a similar situation please feel free to reach out to me. I would love the help or any ideas to help my grieving process. :(
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