Finding my soulmate unresponsive.

[Gregory]

My wife passed away April 9, 2018. I found her. It haunts me. She used to say to me-"you are not perfect, but you are perfect for me. It's been almost 7 months and I miss her as much today as I did then. But its different..I am beginning to see just how many little things I adored about her, that I never realized throughout the years. My nickname for her is and will always be "Babydoll". Grief for me comes in waves..so I ask..what are some of the "best floatation" devices have you found to help when the hurricane hits?