jo alexio, the non stop self destruction and the non stop drinking will numb the pain. I blame God too. I ask why Me? I get not answers. I will continue to try to keep my head clear for my Only Son.The tears just tear me apart when I am alone, the grief is after me like a thief in the night.
The story about my dad's death actually begins on Mon., Sept. 8th of this year. My parents were out to visit my fiancee & myself, & after a wonderful weekend together, we all went to bed early, knowing that mom & dad had to be at the airport early to catch their flight home.
At about 3 a.m., mom knocked on the door of my & Tom's (my fiancee) bedroom & told us that dad was really quite sick. We got up, took one look at dad & promptly called 911. He was…Continue
My dog is so needy and annoying since my husbands death. She tries so hard to comfort me and I won't be comforted. I sure don't want her licking my face which she constantly tries. My dog stood on top of my husbands dead body. I had to shove her away several times while the paramedics tried to bring him back. My dog never bothered me before and I do think it is sweet that she is trying to be there for me I just wish she would relax a little and get out of my face. I feel bad because I feel…Continue
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On April 17th of this year I lost my husband Joel to suicide. We were only married 17 days. I don't know how to move forward I feel like I'm not keeping my promise to him in life and that's Joel and…Continue
I am the "strong one" of the family. I'm only 31 years old, but I'm the one that holds everything together. I'm the peacemaker, the helper, the thoughtful one, I do it all. But inside, I'm in…Continue