I lost the love of my life yesterday morning. I feel like my heart and soul are into pieces . He passed away from liver cirrohsis and sudden kidney failure. It was like a cancer that took over his body . He was 29. He was beautiful inside and out. The alcohol took over him completely. we were only together for 8 months but unseperable since we met , he lived next door to me. I nursed him til the end , struggled seeing him eat breakfast , lunch , and dinner shots of rum. I got him to seek help… Continue

I lost my only 2 children in 04, I know that it has been almost 10 years but to me that doesn't make any difference it still feels like it happened yesterday.. They died in a horrible car accident,they were with their dad and his new wife. They were all killed in that accident.. There is so much more to this story that I'm not going to write about now, maybe soon.. I feel so much pain, anger, guilt still to this day. I can't seem to get anywhere in my grieving process. I'm so lost, so alone. I… Continue

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Starting at age 2. I remember vaguely the phone calls my dad made to me when he was away. I remember feeling alone and wanting my mom and dad to come back. I would ask about them frequently and just told they would be back soon. Moving forward just a little I remember being at my dad’s funeral, I remember seeing him lying there in the casket, I remember asking about him and being told he is sleeping. I accepted that answer but did not…

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My brother was tragically killed this past summer on August 28th 2013. He was killed in a workplace accident. He was killed 4 days after all my family was together for another brothers wedding. I just keep remembering getting that phone call. How can my little brother be gone? He was so full of life and had such a passion for the arts. He truly excelled at everything he put his mind too. My family means the world to me. I consider all my siblings my friends. I just spent 2 weeks with my…

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