welcome i am Maryellen and i am sorry for your loss and i am here for you .

hi this maryellen and i know the feeling of having thing all bottled up inside i am sorry for the loss of your ex  and i am here to tell you that it is normal to feel this way . you will never forget what happened but you will feel better some day  

the fact is that you loved himm and it is going to take time 

I know how u feel I lost my estranged husband and fiancé within two months of each other totally blindside. I have all these emotion s and no where to put them. And I still have to raise our three kids. Right now I hate everybody.

sorry that was all in the last 4-6 month , four months for my fiancé and 7 months for my estranged husband. The morning I found my fiancé we were going to file for our marriage license. My name is Nina and iam sorry for your loss..