"I find this mothersday was hollow though my children and husband did everything perfect
Then agian her birthday passed then her death anniversary a short 2 months later...It is still a battle to live for me and not be a robot through life although…"
"Hi Jennifer I thought I reach out to you because i know how u feel and o just think it be good for me and probably uh you if we could talk.. I had my son Alex fall asleep and never wake up he was16 months that was 9 years ago and my last son King…"
Today is another day.A day were i cant sleep, thinking about what if....what if i neber went to sleep or what if i would have woke up or what if somthing happens to my other children and i loose them to...what if i could still kiss her and hug her?what ifs keep me up at night and makes me wish i didnt wake up in the mornings..someone telle how to fell happy agian, strong agian and unafraid agian
Hi Jennifer I thought I reach out to you because i know how u feel and o just think it be good for me and probably uh you if we could talk.. I had my son Alex fall asleep and never wake up he was16 months that was 9 years ago and my last son King was born and we were both so sick I almost died and he only liv ed 36 hours... it never seems to go away the pain I just keep busy to keep my mind off of it but it's no good.because to talk and vent to me seems better... I'm blessed with 4 other kids but it's hard to be strong and sad at the same time
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