"I just lost my husband 3 weeks ago also to suicide. I don’t know about you but the guilt that I feel consumes me. I know it was not my choice and it was his but I just miss him and can’t help but think I could have done something."
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Just lost spouse by Suicide. Me & Kids are struggling to get by in every way possible.
Started this discussion. Last reply by Jeannie Carson Feb 20, 2022. 4 Replies 0 Likes
Please don’t not talk to me just because I’m in need of so much help.
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"Suicide is so rough. I see your post is a bit ago (2 years). Hoping time has eased you."
"The woman I loved(but didn't tell her), died somewhere between 9/3/2021(when I last talked to her), and 9/7/2021(when her adult son found her). She did have Bipolar Disorder. So, The possibility of suicide. Was always on my…"
"Hi Michelle. Just wanted to tell you I lost my husband of 37 years to suicide. Our son found him and myself as well. I do t know what to say..but know there are others feeling the same no one understands when someone you love chooses this. I'm…"
Just lost spouse by Suicide. Me & Kids are struggling to get by in every way possible.
Please don’t not talk to me just because I’m in need of so much help.
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- Lost spouse by Suicide. Just happened. And I need resources for help. First 4-6 weeks couldn’t think or function because the pain was so great. Now that I can go longer than an hour without being buckled over sobbing, I have to start taking care of stuff. The financial disaster from being in that state. From now finding out all of the stuff that he had fallen so far behind on- May have been part of why it happened- but I’m not only left in agony and despair. But I’m unable to pay bills, even struggling to feed us right now. He was self-employed & main source of income. I didn’t even get any help from funeral. Nothing but lots & lots of debt. And if this isn’t a tragedy or emergency or disaster, idk what is. But idk where to find help. My friend & oldest son created a GoFundMe but idk where to even share it. Was hoping to maybe find some resources as well as support in the aftermath of this horrific tragedy.
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