So new to this my name is Karen lost husband two years ago after 33 years with him this is hard moving on.  I was never scared about everything now I'm scared of all have opportunity for a new job but the anxiety I have is crazy.  Even doing this is hard feel alone most of time thank god my son came back with his family have my grand babies to keep me going if didn't have them well I don't know. My life pretty much sucks miss my honey everyday people say it will get easier but not so sure…