I lost both my parents last year. 10 months from another both unexpected. I woke up to find my mom on floor. I didn't wake up soon enough I got so much guilt all the time that if I woke sooner I could of saved her. She was my best friend the person I trusted the most and was there for me. I just feel depressed all the time idk what to do. I then lost my dad due to a heart attack. I just don't get it. I don't know how to move on