I lost my husband in 2014 to cancer we were connected since I was 17 we both moved off remarried. We both divorced and meet up again in 2008 when I came home to take care of my mother. Thats when we started dating and then we grew to truly be soulmate after all these years. We married in 2014 and were so happy even though we knew he was dieing. I miss him so much and the days are so hard to get through somtimes. Hoping and waiting for him to come to me in the night to let me know that he is…