As I sit here and wonder why did my mom have to die. Why did cancer have to be the reason? I lost my mom Sept 2013 and my aunt Feb. 2014. Yes, that is only 5 months a part. My life has changed so much. There are times it doesn't bother me. Then times where I can't handle my grief. I just want to be able to move on.. To know that I can do this. I have been through the 4 stages of grief. And I am trying to accept the fact that my mom is no longer with me. But it is super hard!